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[23 Jan 2005|02:03pm] |
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well i realized i have a new fetishes it is.................................................................................................................... EARS lol thats right ears and its all thanks to my boyfriend jon...... o ya i have a boyfriend lol i love him soooo much i spent the night over his house and he made me breakfast in bed and played the violin for me and he said i love you in russian.. hes sooo romantic i really care about him so much and he cares about me tttttttttttttttttttttttttthhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiisssssssssssssssssssssss much lol ya that much but seriously he goes to my school and we see each other everyday his friends love me and his family loves me and yet they dont know where going out lol i kno how could they not know seriously i mean i went there with my neck markless and i left with 4 bite marks on my neck..... yes he bites its so kinky lol i love it........ he live like 2 miles from me and he sings in a chior i think thats how u spell it lol but seriously me and him are like perfect for each other im taking him to the prom and everthing i cant believe we found each other he means so much to me and i care for him so much that i quit drinking and doing drugs for him and im in the middle of quitting cigarettes for him................. well i cant think of anything else so ill update later i love you all so much and i care about you all
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1 fucker ¬ now what?
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[07 Jan 2005|02:40am] |
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ATTENTION ATTENTION ATTENTION I AM CHANGING MY LJ NAME FROM tocute2bestr8 to sataniksolider i repeat im changing my name from tocute2bestr8 to sataniksolider thanks for your attention if u wanna stay on my lj friends list u have tillthe 10th to reply then ur gone from my life permanetly i kno we had are fun and all but i need a new name thats not sooo GAY
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2 fuckers ¬ now what?
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[05 Jan 2005|04:21pm] |
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[02 Jan 2005|12:33pm] |
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new years eve waz so much fun.... i spent the weekend over my new boyfriends house it waz so much fun... we tried to do stuff but his cousin joey and friend lee were watching so we just played damce remix2 for ps2 i suxed so much but it waz fun. later we watched the nightmare before christmas and that waz cool. joeys mom ended up strating shit but thats ok she waz intoxicated and she also poured her heart out to me which waz kinda wierd but o well... i also hd my first taste of champange i think thats how u spell it and it waz good. so i had a really really fun wekend thats it for now hes in the shower and im bored so ill update later luve u all and i miss everyone up north so much dont forget me thats an order lol
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4 fuckers ¬ now what?
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[27 Dec 2004|08:45pm] |
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florida is really boring theres nothing to do i cant stand it
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3 fuckers ¬ now what?
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[27 Dec 2004|03:00am] |
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u kno the feeling u get when u left everything u cared about behind in hope of finding yourslef? well im having that feeling right now. i mean tally is fun and all but in the same sense its really fucking boring. all u got is going to the mall (which is fun and all but u get sick of it after going day after day) and fun station (which i've been to too many times to count) and thats about it. like i cared about alot of people back home like alysia skittles tommy bones rita mikey t justin joe tayler martha kristen raye tim luci kaitlynn kevin kevo (and thats all i can remember now sorry if i didnt say ur name but alot on mind) and i came down here for lauren my brother james(now ass and hope he burns) mack(also ass) ryan thats it. i feel like im unimportant like theres no point for me anymore like i found out that my younger sis is hanging out all the time with my recently ex boyfriend richie( the one that waz gonna sleep with her to break up with me) and it FUCKING PISSES ME OFF THAT SHE HAS NO GOD DAMN FUCKING FELLINGS FOR HER OLDER BROTHER. so all i have to say to her is FUCK YOU YOU DIRTY FUCKING SKANK i dont care if ur my sister or not u just dont do that to people that are close to u ok i dont want u in my life anymore. i hate u so much jenn i hope u 2 stay together and have a miserable life ok. but anyway sorry had to let out some anger but seriously i dont kno why i even bother to live seriously would it matter if i wasn't here i mean it would take alot of stress off my dad and shit i just dont know anymore
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[12 Dec 2004|07:06pm] |
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well i have had an interesting time..... i found out im moving to florida this week umm got drunk and sorry i havent updated for a while. o ya my shoe got ripped in half by a nail and i had my FIRST ORGY with two of my guy friends it was so much fun i loved it. but seriously i cant wait to go bak to florida permanetly. i miss lauren my brother mark mack ryan and expecially james. i swear the first thing i do when i get there is make out with james. i mean im dead seriuos im gonna have james goes to my new house down there and throw him on my fukin bed and start makingout with him lol thats it for know ill update later
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2 fuckers ¬ now what?
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[21 Nov 2004|10:32pm] |
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im so alone i have nothing to live for im really scared... this is what happened my EX boyfriend broke up with me thursday 1 day before are 1 monther and so i started crying i find out friday that he waz planning on breaking up with me by cheating on me with my 13 yr old fukin sister ok thats pretty fuked up. so friday i got really shit faced and got even more depressed. saturday i hungout with rita and mikey and we got alcohol i hung out with alysia and tommy and started crying cause i cut myself for the first time really badly on my wrist cause tommy said i could cut. so i got in a fight with people and im really lonley i feel like no one likes me an everyone hates me. im tired of living
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6 fuckers ¬ now what?
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[09 Nov 2004|12:58am] |
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well today i went and hung out with richie we went biking and met my friend rita. we smoked up and got completly shitfaced and i blew richie for fun on rita's bed well thats it for now
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3 fuckers ¬ now what?
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| M Y L I F E I S P E R F E C T |
[07 Nov 2004|10:42pm] |
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well sorry i havent updated for a while but heres whats been happening.... i went to the bagly dance and met richie.we ended up hooking up with him and we have been going out for 9 days now and yes we have had sex we had sex this saturday night. we used a stripped glow in the dark condom it waz awsome. but my ass really really really really hurts and ya it waz fun. it turns out im his first boyfriend in 3 years so im really really happy and im hanging out with him again tomorrow. well im tired and in pain so ill update later. plus i might be moving in with him im soooo happy
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| A P E R F E C T D A Y ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! |
[28 Oct 2004|02:10am] |
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RED SOX WON MUTHA FUCKERS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! let me start out my day.... i woke up at like 4 p.m got dressed then got really fucked up. after that i went to bagly still fuked up and called steph from there. i started tlkin to steph when she tells me that her cousin is excited bout meeting me. so i waz tlkin to him for like an hour and he told me bout himself which made me like him even more cause we have the same stuff in common. so i am hanging out with him steph rita my friend cymome is taging along and thats it i think. next i went to kenmore sq and it waz fukin fun well thats it for now ill update more tonight
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| G E T T I N G S H I T F A C E D W I T H M Y S I S T E R ( Y A Y ) |
[27 Oct 2004|02:54am] |
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TONIGHT IS SOOOOOOOOO MUCH FUN my sis came over and she brought a bottle of vodka. i drank 6 big cups of it and im completly fucking trashed. well talked to my friend steph and she tells me she haz a bi cousin whos single and hes fucking hott as hell. well im gonna be meeting him tomorrow at around 4, ill be hanging out with him steph mike layhe ashley jeff rita and a couple other people. well im gonna go to bed cause i cant wait til 4 today omg hes so hot omg hes so hot omg hes so hot omg hes so hot omg hes so hot omg hes so hot omg hes so hot omg hes so hot omg hes so hot omg hes so hot omg hes so hot omg hes so hot omg hes so hot omg hes so hot omg hes so hot omg hes so hot omg hes so hot omg hes so hot omg hes so hot omg hes so hot i wanna go out with him so so so so so so so so badly. he might be taking me to the annual bagly halloween dance called SCARY FARIES love the name it describes me so much. im going as a goth or punk or raver i dont kno yet im so excited. if i can figure out what to wear ill just be straight. well im gonna get to sleep so i can wake up for the meeting. well good night people and NO WET DREAMS-(fifty first dates). good night queers of america
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[25 Oct 2004|12:02am] |
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umm hey kevo i waz wondering if ur not doing anything on the 30th and ifur in everett do you wanna go to the bagly dance
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[24 Oct 2004|11:25pm] |
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u kno sometimes its hard to be gay. this is my story...... ok so my friend came down from new york and i haven't seen him since river rave. like i have a really big crush on him and he's bi. but he prefers women more. and it really sucks that i cant tell him this and all. he has to realize that i would literally do anything for him. i mean i would move to new york just to be with him. i kno this will never happen but i mean i would settle for a date and it sucks that he will never kno this until now. ya kevo in talking bout you. i kno its a shocker lol but i need to tell you somehow. im sorry if this upsets u at all but i need to tell you........... but besides that RED SOX WON ya so now that im completly imbarresed i will stop typing. ill update later.... ta ta for now
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[17 Oct 2004|06:31pm] |
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ok we really need to end this fighting tommy and alysa. ok im soory for what i have been saying in livejournal and stuff.... im sorry for spreading rumors in livejournal alysa and u were right and i waz wrong as usual about christina she waz lying and i just realized that now. i dont care if u dont want to be my friends still and stuff but i just want this to end and stuff so plz let me kno what u think
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| COLEMBINE |
[15 Oct 2004|10:55pm] |
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well today waz the worst fucking day in history for me!!!! ok this is what happened i woke up late for school arrived 5 minutes late. went to homeroom and started talking to one of my friends brittney. so we get into a conversation about who we think is cute in our homeroom. so i tell her i think Nick Golden is cute and she freaks out. she calls him over and tells him what i said. he freaks out and tellz me to just kill myself.... so that got me pretty pissed off. so next i got into a fight with a slut named venissa. she tells me that im fat and all i tlk about is boyz (which is true) but half the class didnt kno i waz gay til then. so we get into a verbal fight and almost a physical fight. then the principal comes and gets me and puts me in his office. so hes gone for like 15 minutes and he comes back with 7 cops. they bring me in the other room and call in my submaster and guidance consiler and start asking me questions about something i said a week ago to my friends. i told them to not come into school the 22. and some people overheard me and told the principal. just to clear the record all i waz gonna do waz blow up an empty car not kill anyone. BIG difference. ok so they tell me that im banned from everett high school and if i set foot on their property i will be arrested. also they have to fill out alot of police reports. and if this gets into the news i will be put in jail from 5 to 7 years. so ya i had a fun day and i have a feeling next week will be even funner. well thats all for now ill update more if im not in jail........ p.s. tommy ur a bitch..........p.p.s. lauren if i go bak to florida tell james he has to do stuff with me (X stuff) lol
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[05 Oct 2004|03:34pm] |
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sorry i haven't updated in a while but heres what u missed. what a busy fuckin weekend. i got suspended from school friy til today cuse i walked out cause my teacher haz a problem with fishnets. so i said fuck off an left. i ended up hanging out with alisa and tommy friday and met his dog.. its so adorable and i found out that his dog had given him head before which is pretty fucking gross. i went home around 10. then saturay i ended up working on a comstruction site with my dad and kevin. i ended up getting a new phone which im in love with. then on sunday i hung around with rich and heather til 10. it waz really fun i made heather bite rich's dick and he made her makeout with me. which is wierd cause rich and heather are going out and he made out with me for a total of 4 times.lol anyway i fond out that i have olsars which really suck due to the fact that my ex tommy wouldn't stop fighting with alisa about going out with me and stuff. then on monday i broke up with tommy and hebought bought me vreak up roses. they were blue and red. ok first off i hte roses second off you dont buy me roses when ur gonna brak up with me cause its gonna make me think of you. so i became a total bitch and ripped up the roses at square 1 mall and placed them on there windshield. that is about the time that i found out he waz cheating on me and also when my olsars started to kill. so i had to have my friend karlie helped me to the cvs to buy something that would help. and it did for a little while. then alisa came up to me while i waz on the balcony and it looked like she waz gonna push me off so i started yelling at her and she left. next tommy came up and demanded me to go with him and i said "fuck you get way from me before i call the cops". cause first off the only reason we hooked up waz because he got me drunk then asked me out. ok im 16 and hes 23 so i have a little advise for you why dont you go out woth someone close to your own fucking age ok. dont go after someone 7 years younger than you. and o ya if you want to fucking fight me alisa why dont you. cuse you say ur gonna hit me but did you no ok and tomm no offense why dont you learn some experience in bed ok and just so you kno alisa waz lying to you when she said that you were the first person to have se with her in the ass ok. st so you know ok. and tommy just to let u kno rich is a much better and more experienced kisser than you ok. well this is it for now my finaly thought to tommy nd alisa is FUCK YOU AND HAVE A NICE DAY!!!!!!!!! everyone else I MISS YOU SO MUCH expecially lauren and james
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sorry i haven't updated for a little bit but this is whats going on in my life. well im at skittles house for the weekend. we had alot of fun last night. we went to Revere beach and started dancing around. i ended up stripping for the camera and fell on my ass and probably broke my ass bone. i also found out that one of my friends has a stomach fetish. which i find really funny. so tonights were gonna be having a little party at skittles house. its gonna be so fun. also last night before i forgot i got legally married to skittles by my friend tommy. so im married to skittles by commonwealth law. plus skittles married karlie and alysa (i think thats how you spell her name) and karlie and alysa got married so we had a lot of fun last night. i also dyed my hair purple with pink mixed into it. well thats it for now. ill update it more later. o ya kristen i dont like you i hate you u should have stood up for me when i got in a fight so as far as im concerned your a slutty ass bitch!!!!
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